Floating and Sinking in the Blue Ocean: A Self-Narrative of Nearly Reaching the Shore of Consciousnesss

• Main Author: 許珍菁
• Other Authors: 成虹飛
• Format: Others
• Language: zh-TW
• Published: 2015
• Online Access: http://ndltd.ncl.edu.tw/handle/963q7d

碩士 === 國立新竹教育大學 === 教育心理與諮商學系教育心理與諮商碩士在職專班 === 103 === This maybe called the telling of the personal experience of a patient whosuffers from Melancholia and Bipolar Discorder. Please accept my deepest apology since this essay may not be as fluent as a normal academic essay due to I am still in the adjusting phase of my disease. Therefore it is normal to see my writing in a chaotic way. I am a sjunior high school teacher and since September 2012 I started to suffer from melancholia and so second week after beginning of the school I was unable to go to work. Thus I had to take a long term leave. Since the summer vacation in 2012 there was an unexpected change in my life. Melancholia or Bipolar Disorder has came into my life. I am very grateful to my loveling husband who has accompany me along for all these difficult times and helps me moving forward. Without his whole heartly and fully support I would not have come this far. Thanks to my families and friends, you have done so much for me. Whether you understad me or not, your good heart and kindness has saved me. Thanks to the parners on the path of self-narrative, especailly to Shan-Tseng who sends charcoal in snowly weather at my lowest moment and continue to help and support me all the way. Thanks to my teachers, especially to teacher Show-Tsu and Ah-Hua, you have tolerate everything of mine, I have seem unconditional acceptance from you. Thank you for giving me the chance to grow and give me the chance to be on the path of self-narrative. At last I thank myself for my persistance to hold it to this point and finally, finally walking towards the final line.