Floating Between Love and Loneliness

• Main Authors: Lee, Yu-shuan, 李俞萱
• Other Authors: Chen, Chien-pei
• Format: Others
• Language: zh-TW
• Published: 2016
• Online Access: http://ndltd.ncl.edu.tw/handle/83081522184660684816

碩士 === 國立臺南藝術大學 === 造形藝術研究所 === 104 === This dissertation is about creator's create processes during 2012~2016, in these years,creators found that there's some memory she didn't remember,and she really scared about it.creator uses her creation to find what is her fear,why she fears it and how to cure it. In other words, you can call this processes "The creator's party with her nightmare memory". The first chapter is describing creator's childhood background and experiences, and also talk about how she discovered that something missed from her memory. Since creator found there's some "lost memory" in her brain , she couldn't really trust what she had experienced in her daily life. As a result , the memory of brain was so indistinct that creator could only do--- keep the body's memory as treasure. The second and third chapter , the creator use her opinion–although it's not as usual as normal people– to start her idea about how to keep and compartment space herself 's memory, and ready to create her creation. In the fourth chapter , the creator try to use the part of the "lost memory ",to put in her childhood's favorite toy, then use it as a topic and found the reason of LOVE. Finally , she knows what's the proper method to feel and tell her favorite; In this chapter, creator is not only describe what she found and make it into her creative motivation , but also explain the reason why she use her favorite toy as her creative material . At the fifth, creator mix the most beautiful memories together and join her favorite cartoon character after she use her mind to read it, through this observed , creator found that the products she collected many years didn't really as same as the original image, during the create processes, creator insist on using her hands, her eyes and her brain to find out the material. When creator finished her creation , she looked back the way she had pass by, she feel calm and peace in her heart-by creating this work, she cure herself. Even if someone asked creator to flash back and tell the story of her memory, she still feel panic, but the treasure was all memory in her body , the creator had already set up it and everything is on the right place.