Hiding and Struggling:Find Self-identity When Facing with the Authorities

• Main Authors: CHEN, LING CHIEH, 陳伶婕
• Other Authors: 羅秀華
• Format: Others
• Language: zh-TW
• Published: 2018
• Online Access: http://ndltd.ncl.edu.tw/handle/jpg54w

碩士 === 輔仁大學 === 社會工作學系碩士班 === 106 === This thesis is a self-narration that discuss how the authority has a influence on the writer herself. Authoritative households provided by writer’s family of origin and the car accident that happened on writer’s fourth elder sister have had a enormous influence. This thesis presents writer’s emotion and behaviors of struggling, fearing and willing to be concerned about when facing authority. Writer chose to face authority with silence and avoidance in her campus’ internship and even her career life. The behavior like this made writer feel like a victim in domestic violence and trapped in a vicious spiral. The writer tries to discuss her experience of facing authority and how a family of origin influence herself. During the writing process and the two times of thesis proposal, the writer gradually realizes that she craves for concern and she thinks herself as a victim in the domestic violence. By analyzing herself, the writer dare to face authority that she used to escape from, accepts other’s comments on herself, and finally achieves self-identification. With her self-identification, the writer has the courage to face and fight with authority even if she is lack of others’ support or concern.